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Healing his heart.

TITLE: Healing his heart. 4/4
AUTHOR: [info]lovenhardt1 
PAIRING: Adam Lambert/Tommy Joe Ratliff.
WORDS: 1041
RATING: PG-13 (this chapter)
DISCLAIMER: I don't own the boys, this is fiction and I only created this for fun. So have fun.
SUMMARY: “So I think we need to talk about last night………” he tries to keep looking at Adam but he can’t, he is too scared of the rejection he might find in those beautiful blue eyes, so he looks at a spot on the wall instead.
Beta: I_glitterz. Thank you so much sweetheart.


The sun was peeking in at the guys, spreading her warmth and light as she kisses them good morning. Adam is awake, and has been for a while, he is gazing at Tommy, seems like he just can’t look away.

Adam feels happy and satisfied and it shows so clearly on his face, his hair is a mess, his eyelids a little heavy, and a soft smile is lingering on his lips.

Tommy turned growling, trying to escape the light as it hits his face. Adam smiles, he can’t help himself. Tommy is adorable like that.

There is a light knock on the door.

“Hey, are you guys dressed?” Adam looks down himself and Tommy, making sure that the duvet covers them.

“Yes, we are,” the door opens a bit and Tommy’s mom pops her head in. She smiles as she looks at her son curled up against Adam, hiding from the sun. Adam sends her a wide smile. There is no chance in hell he can hide his happiness, she smiles back.

“I hope you had a pleasant night?” she asks as she arches a brow. She know!.., but we were quiet…. Weren’t we? Adam holds her look firmly in his, “Yes, I did. I had a very good night, thank you.”

Tommy turned to look at his mom, his cheeks slightly red. Please leave mom, this is humiliating. As if she could read his mind she exits as she says,

“Breakfast is served guys, if you wanna eat,” she closes the door behind her.

Tommy doesn’t answer, instead he looks at Adam.

“So, I think we need to talk about last night………” he tries to keep looking at Adam, but he can’t, he is too scared of the rejection he might find in those beautiful blue eyes, so he looks at a spot on the wall instead. Adam looks at him, very closely, trying to figure out what’s going on in that pretty head. He has got a weird feeling. Oh Tommy, don’t do this to me…….

“Okay……” Adam starts, but then he trails off, the knot in his stomach is getting bigger as Tommy keeps staring at the wall behind him. Tommy sighs heavily, and tries to move a little away from Adam, he feels like he has to get Adam some space, because he sense the tension building in Adam’s body.

Adam feels like his heart is going to break, when he pulls away from the embrace.

“I am….. well I …… I am sorry about that….. I mean, I kinda threw myself at you last night…. You were sleeping……. And I just….” Tommy’s eyes darted to Adam and back to the wall. If there ever was an appropriate moment for the floor to crack open and drag me down in it, now would be it!!

“So…. What you’re saying is that…… you’re sorry…..that you’re regretting it,” Adam voice was nothing but a hoarse whisper, and he couldn’t hold back the pain in it.

Tommy yanked his head back, capturing Adam’s look, but he was to hurt himself to recognize it in Adam’s voice.

“NOO, I have wanted that for so long, but I don’t want to mess things up, I can’t afford to lose you, I mean, I love you and I need you. You are my best friend and I just can’t be without you, so please forgive me for being a total ass, I really didn’t mean to take advantage of you like that, I couldn’t control it last night. I swear, I will keep it together from now on. Please Adam, I can’t lose you too,” as Tommy rambled on, the expression on Adam’s face slowly changed, as he tried to wrap his head around what Tommy was saying. He wanted it…. For a long time….doesn’t want to mess….wait…. oh Tommy you little…..babe, I love you too….

Adam put a finger under Tommy’s chin and leaned in…. and kissed Tommy. It was a light kiss, nothing more than lingering brush. Tommy stopped breathing, his lips were tingling, and he let his tongue glide over them, trying to capture the taste of Adam. Adam felt how his body responded to the sight of that.

“Tommy, I need to be sure here, I need to know if you really mean it, when you say you don’t regret it. I have wanted to be with you in what feels like a life time, I love you too, and not just as a friend.”

“Oh,” Tommy looked a little puzzled “but….why….. I mean. Why didn’t you…….. I thought…hmm,” Tommy’s lips curled as he realized what Adam was asking him and a sexy as hell smile spread on his face. ”I love you too, Adam, and not just as a friend.” He moved over to Adam, pushing him down into the mattress, straddling him.

“Just so we’re clear, I want every piece of you, not just…” he let his hands wander on Adam’s body, “…this…. I want it all, your body and your soul. Nothing more, nothing less. Is it mine?? Because I’m yours if it is! Can you give it to me?”

Adam looks at Tommy, he feels mesmerized and when he tries to speak, a huge lump is in his throat, he clears it.

“I’m yours! Have been for a very long time, you can have it all. Now shut up, just shut up. And kiss me!” Tommy lowered his head, and gave Adam his lips. They nipped and licked each others lips, and let their tongues wrestle and fight for dominance; small sounds of pleasure escaped their throats as the kiss went on. A kiss filled with love and passion. None of them heard Tommy’s mom knocking on the door, or saw her when she opened the door.

She closed the door silently again as she heard her son say to Adam, “I love you,” and tears of happiness filled her eyes as she heard Adam answer with an, “I love you too.”

She went into the kitchen and put the breakfast away. She wrote a note and put it on the fridge.


The coffee is in the pot,

Pancakes in the refrigerator,

Thought you needed a little time alone,

Love you both, Mom


Tags: adam lambert, adam/tommy, adommy, tommy joe ratliff
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